So, this week has been quite the long week. I have learned that ADHD meds make the world go round. It is amazing the difference in a student when theirs is not taken or working (one of the two).
It is amazing how just 2-3 students can set the mood for the whole classroom. When those kids are having an off day, the whole class cannot function. It really is sad. I really do love my students and for the most part are really good kids, I just have to keep reminding myself that it is just those 2-3 students making it difficult, not the whole class. In spite of this I am starting 3 behavior plans on Monday, we'll see how it goes. I can only pray that my one lovely student doesn't laugh every time he gets a bad mark like he is doing with his current one. This has got to be one of the most annoying things. I discipline this child and he thinks its frickin' hilarious. It makes me want to pull my hair out. I'm like its not my ticket you're losing, I have no stinkin' idea why you think it's funny.
I am also starting to enjoy being a 2nd year teacher. It is amazing to already have stuff made, so I don't have to start from scratch. I can actually leave at a halfway decent time! Its amazing! I may stay until the occasional 7 or 7:30, but I was actually able to go home before 4:45 for the first time this year! It was a world I had never experienced before.
Recent revalation! I need to invest in a classroom thermometer to lower my nurse pass quota. Apparently nurse passes are hot commodities.
Had a student tell me this week "You're being unusually nice today." I responded with "Aren't I always nice" he said "Well, not really" Wow was that hard to hear. I'm used to being the really nice teacher, this new hard *** teacher thing is hard for me. And I have to keep reminding myself that a good teacher is not always super duper nice to everyone, it's what's best for the class. I remember my mentor teacher telling me once during student teaching that "the kids didn't have to like her" and I thought that I never wanted that to be me. I now understand what she meant, but I still want to be that nice, fun, favorite teacher too. Happy medium? I hope that's where I am...??? It would be just so much easier if the students would always listen, follow directions, and never get out of control. Oh, only if the world was perfect.
I really do love my job, but some weeks are rougher than others. I'll let you guess what category this week goes in. Let's pray this week is a little more bearable.